Thursday, August 28, 2008
At last - my soulmate
Monday, August 25, 2008
Healing Hands
A few days ago I learned Reiki. The opportunity to learn Reiki came to me by an invitation from a yoga instructor at the yoga studio I go to. At the time most of me did not believe this could work, I've had Reiki properly done on me once in a flea market in southern California and it did not knock me off my chair so to speak. Since then without further reinforcement, my mind dismissed the mildly fascinating experience as a trick of the mind. We have a tendency to remember only the details that reinforce our deepest beliefs, and my deepest beliefs were restricted to the phenomena that science could explain with a formula because of my undergraduate studies in physics.
A few days ago when I learned Reiki the old model of belief took a huge beating. Six of us gathered at a yoga studio - five students and one Reiki Master. I walked in expecting a magician in robes but the Reiki master seemed benign and ordinary, actually just like your typical middle aged Asian housewife. The yoga studio however was prepped quite nicely, an OM chant was playing and lavender incense was burning to cleanse the energy of the room. We sat on blankets and Anne briefed us on the history, principles and theory of Reiki. I was heartened to learn that according to one account of the discovery of Reiki, the original master was a dean of a Christian school in Kyoto, Japan named Dr. Usui whose original quest was to learn how Jesus could heal in miraculous ways. Learning this was affirmation that here surely was another stepping stone on my quest to find the Truth.
The Reiki ability is not grown gradually and it is not dependent on individual talent, it is simply passed from teacher to student in an attunement process, hence anyone can learn it. First we performed a brief meditative and visualization procedure to cleanse our chakras, then Anne transfered the Reiki energy to us. For this we sat in a chair with closed eyes, our feet on the floor and hands clasped in a prayer position over our chests while she did her magic stuff. It was during this part of the attunement that I felt a very strong distinct tingling sensation over my head, throat and heart chakras. Until that moment I had questioned the existence of chakras and so it startled me, in my mind I saw a twinkling burst of yellow light. For the rest of that day, I was tingling and pulsing in certain chakral locations along my spine.
Once we were attuned, we practiced on each other. The client would lie down and the practitioner would place his/her hands at certain locations on the body. If healing was needed the hands would either tingle, grow hot or very cold. The new practitioner that treated me accurately located the areas in my body where I knew I was hurt or weak. I could also verify the sensations in his hands as he described them to the class. When it was time for me to treat my friend, my skepticism took over as I placed my hands on her. Yet by the end of the treatment skepticism was replaced by wonder.
That night I awoke at 3am and could not return to sleep, I felt too alert and there was a clarity in me that I could not recall ever knowing. So I Ascended hoping that it would help me sleep. During my meditation I felt a great calmness descend and my body dissolve. I have never been in such a pleasurable blissful state. I did not want it to end.
I will conclude this journal entry with the Reiki Principles/Ideals as guidelines for living a gracious life and virtues worthy of practice for their inherent value. From my manual:
- Just for today, I will let go of anger.
- Just for today, I will let go of worry.
- Just for today, I will give thanks for my many blessings.
- Just for today, I will do my work honestly.
- Just for today, I will be kind to my neighbor and every living being.
Note my previous post in which principle i. was tested, I'm a little sheepish about that one.
A Free Lesson
Today I threw a major rant against God which is typical whenever things go bad in series. It occurred on my way downtown to receive my shipment from California. I had been keeping them in storage until a place to move the items into became available. I was upset because I was late, and I was late because though I had caught a cab early I had to return home midway to retrieve the keys to the apartment that I was moving the items into. To make matters worse, the cab driver couldn't wait for me after he dropped me back in MidValley because he didn't have enough gas to get downtown at that point. So I had to get back in line for a cab again... and by the time I got to the apartment downtown what had been 30 mins early had become 30 mins late.
Why was I upset with God, well because I was supposed to be more capable of living life with each step along the Bright Path. The logic being with less mental clutter comes clarity of thought, and therefore correct action. Instead I could see my parents shaking their heads at me in chastisement, "See? You still haven't learned to do things right." But as it tends to be with events we judge as bad and consequently make us angry or fill us with guilt, with more time comes understanding so that eventually a different opinion evolves. Often we even become grateful. In this situation a long time was not needed to realize how my anger and fears were unjustified, when I got there instead of finding an upset crew of shippers I received a message telling me that they weren't arriving for another hour. And so I received a harmless but effective lesson in prioritization and yet another reminder to surrender to events that I can't alter. Hey maybe this was my first mini miracle...??
As for my possessions from California, each one of the 73 pieces made the journey. But, two of my cherished major items of furniture took a bad hit. One was a copper top half moon table that now looks like a 2/5 moon table and the other was some surface damage to a double dresser. I was overall pleased to see that my furniture complimented the new apartment very well. I guess it was the right decision not to sell off everything as I had originally intended to do. Whoever rents the place will be thankful as well.
I'm sitting here on my bed and I'm feeling a certain sense of peace that had been missing for many months now since the day I put my items in boxes and watched them loaded onto a truck. Wow, it sure feels good to delete this spot of worry in the back of my mind.